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Originally Posted by LonesomeTonight
Personally, I wouldn't take it back.
Out of curiosity, do you have health insurance? If so, depending on what you have, some offer out-of-network benefits. Like my T and MC are out of network, we pay full amount up front, then insurance reimburses 60% of that. So they get their full fee, we just don't have to pay all of it. (It helps that H works for a health insurance company...)
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Unfortunately, I'm on Medicare due to my age and T doesn't take it. When I had insurance, I paid her about $25/ session. It's not that I can't pay the $100. Maybe it's because I used to pay so little. It makes me feel unimportant that T was distracted. I think it's more about that than the money.
I told her about my visualization ( see MessyD's thread) and that I didn't love her, that I loved my mother and I miss her. I didn't cry, of course, and it wasn't dramatic, just sad. We talked about my being the age at which my Mom died now, and how sad I feel that I didn't tell her I loved her when she was sick!! Somehow that ties in with resenting T being distracted. Yeah, T is not my mother. The whole thing is crummy.