That being said, I still am really depressed. I did go to therapy today, and it did affirm certain things for me that I needed to hear from people outside of the family, so that was good. I went out with a guy I met recently. I am still not my normal self. I am a little more reserved lately, because of the depression, and I think he picks up on that. It's hard to open up my heart right now, especially after losing the person that I loved and will always love. I am exhausted, not sleeping until way late (like 6 AM, even 7:30 AM the other day). It's horrible. I am increasing my Seroquel, but this will take time to get used to. Not looking forward to the work week. It will be a lot of pressure. I hope they realize that there's only so much that I can do, until they hire more people.