I get the same way when I buy stuff usually! I think this year, I'll try my best not to overthink things. I am stressed that the holidays are getting closer, and I still have a lot to do. Different things kind of hit me at once too. Therapy is expensive, and I am at an unfortunate time, where I need it the most. Plus my pdoc visit upcoming is $40. On top of this, I just found out that a close family member of mine, well, her addiction is spiraling out of control. She stole $2,500 out of her mother's account. I was with her recently, and I need to keep an eye on my credit card to be safe.