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Originally Posted by L.P.
I was thinking something along the lines of introject as well. There have been a few in my system over the years who would go out of their way to make others in the system miserable (kinda an understatement there, but y'know...) in one way or another. Some turned out to be protector types just doing what it is they felt they needed to do, some I still have no clue what their deal is. Thankfully this is not a problem at the moment for me.
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My dark alter mainly levels his insults at me but, he says mean things about my other personalities too. This kind of behavior from mean or callus personalities toward originals or others must be pretty common. A novel I once ran across had a main character with DID who was named "Ulysses" and most of his other alters called him "Useless". I remember that his therapist in the story didn't approve of that behavior in the other personalities because it was disrespectful and the therapist didn't want them disrespecting one another. I probably should never have read that book but, I love horror and the character being MPD, (what was used at the time to describe it before DID came about or at least I think so) fascinated me so, I couldn't resist.
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Originally Posted by L.P.
I'm sorry you had to go through that and that for whatever reason it still lives on and plays out in hurtful ways in the present. You deserved better as a child and better in the here and now as an adult as well.
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I second that. Sorry for not mentioning that earlier. What happened to you was unfair but, you survived it and that makes you a fierce warrior. L.P. is right. You deserve better.