This is where I am at right now. I am scared scared scared about the prospects of actually going to a new job. I want to go back into my previous career, in the computer field. But my self-esteem has drained from me over the years, and my mind is not anywhere as sharp as it used to be. I am thinking of volunteering on a regular basis just for now. I think this will help me before I get an actual part time job.

@Wonderfalls: I think your idea about the notebook is something I may use. My new job will likely include procedures that I can document. A time schedule would probably help too.