Yes. I stared pacing a lot more after my dad died in May. I find it eases my anxiety. But it also feeds my eating disorder somewhat, because it burns calories. I do it too much, honestly. I've given myself blisters, and I fear I might give myself arthritis in my feet if I do it much more. Every day I take my first few steps out of bed it hurts so bad... I'm only 21!

Edit: It's also gotten much worse now that the holidays are here... The first without my dad. My mom can only get drunk and ignore me. Least my boyfriend is coming to visit...