My pdoc just made a comment to me, saying we may reach a point where it may not be possible to keep me stable AND thin.
Obviously this was as a result of me complaining about weight gain as a side effect of meds.

I actually don't know what to reply. Putting on weight will make me depressed and anxious. I never had a weight issue (have been around 56kg most of my life) and have now put on 6kg in 2 months. I used to feel "sexy", and that gave me self confidence. Now I think twice about what clothes I put on, as I know skinny tops now reveal a bit of a stomach. Choosing what clothes to wear to work in the morning is a tedious task, and knocks my self-esteem.

So, I feel I need to tell her that if I have to choose, I need to rather remain "un-stable" and learn to cope in other ways. If that even is possible.

I don't know where to from here.