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sister said:
Beth,

That doesn't sound stupid at all. It sounds like you have been in a lot of pain.

Maybe just think of one thing? Like a Kenny Chesney concert?



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<<< thats my Sissy.. bringin out the sucka in me . Ok.. yes a Kenny OOOLALALA Chesney Concert does make me HAPPY. But.. how does that relate to how I am responsible for my own happiness? IDK...

I am thinking that everything that i've enjoyed at one point in my life.. and that I did do to bring me happiness. is no longer there. It either died, got taken away , or i have given it up in some way.