Saw my pdoc yesterday. Gawd I love that man. He is so good at what he does. We came up with a gameplan. If I continue to keep falling apart I'm going to seek out a therapist with experience with abuse survivors. If I still keep falling apart he and I are going to take a look at my meds. It helps to have a plan.
I've also decided I'm either going to post in the abuse forum about what happened or start a blog. It will help me to say what happened and have people "witness" it.
I'm trying to view all this as a good thing in that I'm going to stop suppressing what happened.
Meanwhile fibro and CFS continue to kick my butt.