I think that's the reason why I continued with the phone sessions for the entire time my t lived out of state (it was going on 3 years I believe) - because I could not see or feel her seeing me. When she moved back and I started seeing her in person again it took some getting used to, that seeing her seeing me thing. I close my eyes sometimes still while I'm talking so I don't have to see her seeing me. I can still feel her looking at me though. Sometimes I tell her not to look at me.