Hi lattelover06, you are in a tough spot. Loving an addict is never easy--especially when we are actively using. One of the most important things for you to remember is that you are not responsible for his illness and you are also not responsible for his recovery. You can try to be there for him and show him your love...let him know you care and, if he wants, you would be willing to help him get clean. Don't enable him, but if he knows you are supportive of him, he might reach out to you for help. Unfortunately, us addicts sometimes have to try to get clean numerous times before we are able to succeed...I quit too many times to count and did rehab 4 times. So patience is important...