I opened up to a coworker yesterday about some of these things. And while there was no negative reaction from them at all, I left feeling sick and violated. Sick in my being, and violated. Not for anything that they did, but my own self-disclosure made me feel that way (as best as I can describe that feeling).

It's best to just keep things to myself. I'm not doing this any more. It just wasn't a good feeling at all.

I want nothing to do with people.