thanks for encouragement. the only thing is this doc is brand new to me. its the same place ive been going but my pdoc left to practice in another part of the state so its a different doc. im really nervous about going cuz for some reason i think he might be mean. i guess its all in my head. but like i said there is someone going with me who knows how much stress ive been under the past 3 months & that will help him to understand.