i made a decision today....and that....was to..at least try..and stop waiting...
i know at times i will fail...reach out to her...and be rejected...
but im going to try..hard as it is...
i think im making the right decision...not sure...
ill still see her....but i wont be relying on her...to bring me close to her again...like she did....once apon a time....
before....she gave me up...
to the devil....