I know most of ya all are sleeping, but it's daytime here for me now. I have been feeling pretty good recently until today's lunch break. I don't know why I'm just suddenly feeling like a total collapse (physical and mental). I just settled a big deal with a client, got everything done well. Everybody is happy... I was feeling great...... Then things get quieter... although I have many other cases at hand, but they are in no hurry, so I was just trying to chill out a bit, but, this feeling of worthlessness attacked me... it often caught me in big time, I don't know how to handle these less busy interludes. It's not like I can't bear, it's just the weirdness, and the suddenness of its landing on me, and I'm scared of that it may become a trigger of getting me back to serious depression again . Ain't I supposed to feel content and encouraged by the accomplishment? Why I'm feeling the opposite?..........

Need help... ...

Best,
Toni

[i] What our mind can conceive and believe, it will achieve.