I have no solid advice, sorry, but I can say I hear you, I see you. Listening. I wanted to say to, I'm glad to hear that you feel like you can come here, be honest, give and get support. Even when it doesn't feel like it, being able to speak up is huge. Being able to say, yeah, things are not so swell right now, that is huge. So I hope that in the middle of all the not so great, you can take a moment to be good to you, find something nice to do for you, because you deserve that... this stuff is not easy and to say you have a lot going on sounds like an understatement. I'd be flipping out that's for sure. Sorry things are crashing down right now, and I hope it comes to some kind of end/resolution asap, but in the meantime, really kudos on being able to speak up and glad you found a place where you can. Wishing you well in this.

-Avery