((((((((somebodysomeday))))))))

I too made that decision before Christmas...only I will never see my mum...she is in denial...I miss a mother figure...always have....instead of teaching me right from wrong, she taught me deceipt, abuse, mistrust, anxiety, I crave still for maternal love, butwill never get it from her....so she's out of my life..she failed to protect me, she still kept in contact with my auser for years after I told her about him when I was 15...she didn't believe me, though I know she must have witnessed it...he was a hypnotist you see....messed with our minds.

Please do what is best for you...she will never change, love yourself, I know that is hard I have to learn to practice what I preach too....one day we will be free of those awful ties, memories, pain......

holding your hand, we as survivors can let go...they cant hold us hostage for ever....because then they would be winning.....

love and care, Kerry xxxxx Jin x