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They have persecuted me and in part they have used my mental health diagnoses
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(((WW))) Life is how we view it. I know some really hard situations have occurred in your life, and many of them you have no control over NOW. Finding a way to stand up when stuck downtrodden in mud is very important for those who rally to their own cause and heal.
The whole world is not out to get you. You still have value in life, and I feel for your missing out during this time that you continue to grieve those losses you cannot regain. Once you can find a higher perspective (other than feeling persecuted) you will be able to better evaluate what you can do and what you can't, and put your new found energies to accomplishing more good, as you have in the past.