I don't know where to start. Well, on New Years Eve after midnight, I was going to go to sleep and I guess I had a bad thought. I thought about my death. I don't now why. Ever since then I haven't been myself. I can't sleep, I lost my appettie, I feel tired everyday, and feel really down. Can someone give me advice on how to deal with this depression day by day? Most importantly, how can I get these thoughts out of my head. I have tried to do the things I like to do, but I am not happy doing them anymore.