I went off most of my meds in 2013 to do fertility treatments to try to have a baby. Stayed on lamictal and geodon after talking to pdoc about wanting to have a baby. Caved after one month and ended up in the psych ward back on all my other meds. A baby just isn't in the cards for me and as I've thought about it over the years the major point I ask myself is if I really want to pass these crappy genes on to another human being. I wish my parents hadn't. I know there's not a 100% guarantee that things will go south for a kid, but I don't want to put a kid though what i've been through. Wish i could convince a damn dr to do a hysterectomy but there's nothing wrong with the plumbing and I'm "too young" so they won't, so now I'm stuck on depo provera.

Good luck on your journey.