the first incident i remember is from when i was 3. my mother pushed me down some concrete steps. and laughed. i still have the scars (physical and psychological).

but the first incident i was told about was when an aunt witnessed an act of physical abuse against me when i was around 18 months old.

my T reckons that my abuse - physical, at least - probably began even earlier than that. it's obvious i have a lot of pre-verbal trauma.