I have an ED but you wouldn't notice because of my size (large/x large clothing). My meds make me eat and drink a lot and made me gain a ton of weight. It's even bad for my health to be this large. Pdoc says "just eat fruits and vegetables" which is easier said then done. My weight has stabilized (I think) when pdoc lowered my dose of zyprexa. I still have some psychosis but I'm well enough that I can do reality checks. It's a delicate balance. Yes some of us have to pick between stable or thin. It sounds like you're doing all you can to keep the weight off but it may not be possible to keep weight off.