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Old Dec 14, 2017, 11:25 AM
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Originally Posted by mostlylurking View Post
Dear T,

It's been 24 hours since our last session and I already have more than enough for next session. By tomorrow I will have more than enough for two sessions.

Meanwhile you are at a retreat without internet access for 4 days so I can't even email about what's going on. Yesterday I was feeling young and clingy, now I am feeling young and immature, as in-- Damn all meditation retreats! What kind of granola bull **** is this?

~ml
Would it help to send the email, even knowing you won't get a response? Sometimes I think of my T's email and voicemail inboxes as little containers where I put my intensely unpleasant feelings so she can hold onto them for me. It often makes me feel less burdened. I find that once I place the feelings in there, it doesn't matter so much how soon she reads/listens to the message.
Thanks for this!
Anastasia~, LonesomeTonight, mostlylurking