i let her down.

she asked me to do one thing, dont hurt myself, so what do i go and do. hurt myself. im so crap at the moment, no matter how much i love her just her asking aint gonna stop me. i need it. i must sound so pathetic saying that. i need it, its not even something i need!

im just so disapointed in myself, i let her down, i let me down, and im sure the tattoo artist is gonna freak when i go for another tattoo on monday... if i go.

sorry

marko