I have a T and a Pdoc. I haven't talk to them about this yet. I'm trying to figure out what is going on. I'm not sure what to even tell my T yet. I'm going thru abuse therapy. I'm divorced with a 17 yr old son that's using drugs. I work, but I'm lucky there is no pressure. I spend a lot of time sitting at my desk staring in space. I don't have much in the way of family and they wouldn't understand anyways. I am in N/A recovery so I do have a sponsor and support there. I haven't talked about this to anyone outside of PC. I just have a hard time connecting with people. I feel so different. Nobody can understand how I feel.

I do have some health issues. My sugar is a little high and I've been working on that by diet. I just found out there was an abnormality found on a mannogram and I need to have a biopsy. This hasn't been affecting me yet.

I try to exercise, but I am so tired. I am tired when I wake up in the morning. I sleep all night because I'm on meds that help me with that.