I know I should go to the doctor's, guys, sorry for all the posts and annoying everyone with stuff, but I keep questioning my moods and I will probably go to the doctor's at some point in the future, I just really do not like them at all...

I feel 99.9% certain that I have been hypomanic before (at least once) but when I read more about hypomania and people with personal experience with bipolar describe it, it does't sound much like me. However, I thought because I didn't show many DSM-V signs of it I probably didn't have it and was just having a good day...but then I found this video of a guy with ultra-rapid cycling.

You can obviously tell the difference in his moods, but I would not (if he didn't tell me) know he had mania there, which means it doesn't always show in every situation for everyone, and people just assume I'm hyperactive and irritating to them when I say I'm hypomanic.