Angry, ashamed and frustrated that I have been "stuck" for so long. Wondering if I never remembered that life would have gotten "back on track" like it always had in the past. Seems therapy only dug a hole in my heart and left me soo confused.

I only have a "peek hole" in things that happened. Not even enough to flatten me, but enough to haunt me. But enough to know that makes me not always know which side of me is true.

Life can be so complicated....I wish I had never walked in that therapist's office......Seems I am blaming my past on the T instead of owning it..