I feel I let a lot of people down. I have been constantly worrying about making everyone around me happy and worry a lot if people will be mad at me, if I can't do something for them. It's as if my co-dependent patterns coming back. Maybe I'll start watching self-help videos again. I see my pdoc Saturday. It's only been a few weeks, but it seems like ages. So much has happened within such a short amount of time.