My doctor, though I told her codiene and vicodin don't work on my pain, still prescribes it...I dunno why it is that way when there are so many other things she can try at her disposal. So I am taking the neurontin and I am itching like crazy and I don't want to say anything because it seems like all I do is complain. On top of all that I woke up with a painful headache once again behind my right eye. I just want to break down and give up. I told moggles I don't want the mri, or more meds, i am just useless and they are a waste of money seeing as how nothing working...and i am not really worth all the effort going into this endeavor so why keep up the charade that something good will come of this?? Why get hopes up?

melanie