I was sick of lithium's side effects, depression from valium, weight gain from remeron and seroquel, and zombification from haldol. So i quit them all cold turkey. Three days later I thought I was having a spiritual awakening, like everything i knew was true was not, thinking I could fly, sleeping 2-3 hrs a night. After a week and a half it ended but i didnt feel depressed. I started being very paranoid and anxious, depressed, ptsd stuff came back. So two days ago I took a valium and could function again in some minute ways. Yesterday i took 200mg of seroquel and half a pill of valium. Anxiety gone, feeling calm, optimistic. I took a half a valium again today and feel even better. Maybe i just needed less meds, not no meds. I will never do that again. We live, we learn.
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Vinpocetine 30 mg 2x daily
Bipolar II
Generalized Anxiety Disorder
"Only in the darkness can you see the stars." -- MLK Jr.
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