Major victory! Despite feeling like crap and having no confidence and feeling fat since I've gained so much weight.... I went to my job interview. I nearly had a panic attack in the elevator and needed to do some breathing exercises but I went. And I think I did well!

So I feel better because of that. Unfortunately because I'm so tired all the time and sleeping all hours my schedule is messed up. I slept from 10-12 last night then I was up until around 4, slept till 7, awake a couple hours then slept 9-12ish. I'm still tired, I want to sleep more, but I needed to finish making my Christmas gifts ASAP.

Time for coffee.