Altered, I have liked your responses and posts here on PC. I question why you label yourself with Narcissistic disorder, however, since you seem to have insights and reflections those with NPD would be incapable of. Did you come to this conclusion of Narcissism on your own, or were you diagnosed with it by a "professional." I think we are all a bit Narcissistic. The true Narcissist, however, can't and will never overcome his self-absorption.
Patty