It seems like you gut instinct is speaking really loudly to you and you should listen. Therapy is so much mental and emotional work even with a beloved therapist. With one who doesnt seem to care? Heck, no, and you dont have to justify it. It's okay for your heart to make the decision, and the act of bravery in leaving might lead you to the right T. This is a good time of year to make a change. New business year for the T, new start for you. In your journaling maybe you could identify the characteristics you loved in your past T , and the ones that leave you less than lukewarm in your new one. Maybe this is a "rebound", and you just weren't ready, and you will be now with a new person?