Hello lorelei: I'm sorry you're having such a difficult time. I'm an older person. And I don't recall ever having been on more than two med's at a time. And even they pretty-much wiped me out. So with all of the medications you're on, it makes sense to me you would feel flat & be struggling to keep up with everything.

Personally, I'm not on med's at this point. (Sometimes I think I probably should be.) For the most part, I'm pretty good at doing what needs to be done. As my father used to tell me, many years ago, "You're not required to like it. You're just required to do it!" One thing I am struggling with at the moment, though, is going to get my hair cut! It's getting to the point where I either have to break down & get it cut or buy a ribbon! It's kind-of a long story as to why this is such a problem for me. And I'll spare you the details. But getting it taken care of is definitely a challenge for me.