Yeah... Sometimes it just seems that no one really cares what we're really like or could be like if given half a chance. You try to come out, be honest and open, unintentionally end up being a little too honest and they get scared and run away. Never mind that you're only that way on your computer and in the real world you wouldn't dare release some personalities because of embarrassment or because you don't want anyone to see some other bad side of yourself that you keep hidden like a dirty secret. Nope! Just "oh no! He/She said something really weird-sounding or maniacal! Better avoid them like the plague!" Yep. I know exactly how that feels. It's like other closet stuff. You try to show someone and all but, one turn tell and run for the hills. It's sad.

EDIT: I'm starting to become that way myself. I'm tired of holding back and hiding. I'm a person too, damn it! A very divided up person but, overall a person none the less! We didn't ask to be mentally ill or traumatized! It happened so why should anyone here or the rest of the world hide just to avoid making others uncomfortable?