I’ve been mostly stable unless I’m drinking (which has been a real issue lately). Right now I’m so broke because my fiancé lost his job and I can’t work. We sold my car. Not mad, it was a POS and I got more than asking price. Well that night I got online and spent $100 in an hour. No it’s not as big of an amount as others, but I can’t afford to lose even $20 right now. I felt like such crap the next day and it was too late to cancel.