prozac saved my life too. You can look at the subreddit that i followed when i was 18. It was called the red pill but i dont follow it anymore. It is filled with misogynistic guys but honestly, it did make a good impact on me for a while. I started gymming, stopped giving two cents about what others thought about me, got into my first relationship and got a lot of women after that. OFc, now my party days are behind me, im focussing more on studies and staying in mostly. My therapist did change a lot of my outlook on women but maybe i was cheated on and it was probably my fault. Just hate my life.
It's hard controlling the myriad of emotions i feel and trying to make ppl happy and prove myself