so t. what on earth made you ask if i needed to see you today? that was just weird. oh well. but now i feel dumb for calling. i should have just let it go.

eta but dang it, i know me. you've helped me get to know me this much - enough to know that if i don't come back to wind things up and say goodbye, if i run away from that and just disappear on you, i'll regret it.

so i called.