I have been given a home equity line of credit that I am using. I have paid off all my other debts with this line of credit. Monthly payments is a small fraction of what I was paying before this. I can now eat better meals and stop borrowing money from a freind of mine. My wait loss of 60 pounds with not wanting this to happen has leveled out. I think I am starting to gain weight. I was paranoid while I lost weight. I am feeling better now. Now all I need is a job and have my DUI charges dropped for good reason.