(((((Kathy))))) (I don't think we've "met" yet, so hi )

First...you're right. It sounds like a bad day. When you're depressed things can spiral quickly...even little things. You will get out of your bad day. Tomorrow is a new day, with no mistakes...a new beginning.

Your not paying the cable bill made me think of my mom...same thing happened to her last month...of course, she hadn't been getting bills. Stuff like that happens. I guarentee, you are not the first person to forget to pay their cable bill, nor will you be the last. It happens. Don't worry about that.

Honestly...you recognize you need help. You want help. That is such a great thing to have/be. It may not seem like it now. If you can't pull it together...why not make your son a super special supper tomorrow night? Get him to plan it tonight with you. Cook his favs.

I hope things get better. And I'm sure I speak for everyone when I say, dump on us anytime.