my year has been ****ing aweful

well, I say that... I didn't attempt on my life (making it one year in april), which I was really proud of.. I even posted about that

but with that acception, I was in the hospital 3 times (once for self harm, even!) my self harm habbits have gotten worse.

my overeating has taken a turn for the worst

family abuse continues

no where nearer to where I want to be in life (where is that again?) seriously.. I still don't know what I want from life and i'm in my 30's

got evicted from my home

decided to change my legal name to davy jones (I was mannic at the time, but hmm why not?)

sleep has been terrible

still looking for a good combo of medication