Its not even that we didnt have the money JMO.. I just didnt do it!

I am soooo down.... I have never been this low!!!! It hurts so much and I dont understand why.

I feel like puttn my head under a pillow and going to sleep. Keeping the world out, then maybe I wouldnt mess anything up.

Thank You for your support.. I soooo need it right now!!!! I know I got to feel better.. I dont know what I would do if it would get worse than this!

Kathy