nope - you're not alone. it does get interesting when (for me) that one alter takes over and nearly throws out all the work that has been done because she doesn't believe in any of it.
Today i am mourning some because my old computer died-totally - and took with it all my notes, all my journeling of this processes - notes from my therapists, about my healing... and i hadn't backed up any of it. Very Very sad.
kiya