Hi AS,

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To everyone who responded:

Thank you for your kind words. I am at a very low point and am dealing with very strong feelings of humiliation in my life right now.

I have been quite insensitive on some posts which have only added to to these feelings.

I am so terribly screwed up right now, and all I want to do is run far, far away (again).

Please accept my apologies for being overly dramatic. My feelings were more from internal turmoil then from anything that was said.

I'm such a drama-queen

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I was in that position just last week. It was one of the most triggered times of my life. This week is so much better.

We all have times when we're progressing and we all, (or at least most), have times when it seems we're in a whirlpool of negative emotions. One of the things that I like most about PC is that other people here know what it feels like to be in that whirlpool. I wish they didn't have to know that, but they do. Knowing I'm not the only one who has ever felt that way makes me feel like I'm not alone in this world. You can always remember that you are not alone by being here.

You've been given a lot of compliments in this thread, and I think they are well deserved.

Hugs,

Jan