It's greats great to be feeling better. But I feel like it's just so fake. Like a freaking switch. I usually don't really recognize if in hypo or whatever. I'm not 100% sure now. I just suspect since before this I felt so terrible. We are buying a house and ever since we found the house we want and put in a offer I have become so obsessed with plants. I like plants and I want to get a few house plants but all I can think about is how to get and grow a lot of succulents and all the different ways I can decorate with them. And then I've even had the thought to start selling little succulent gardens. I've been up late watching videos on YouTube and reading so much about them which isn't so bad being educated about them but I just know it's all fake. I'll just end up eventually not being that excited about it anymore. It always goes like this. I find something that I like that could be a hobby but then hypomania comes in and takes over and then before you know it I have all this stuff that I don't even use. Also if this is hypomania I'll just go back to depression when it's over. So that sucks and who knows how long this will last. It's just so stupid. Why can't I just be normal.