R is a blank slate psychodynamic therapist.

Everything I found was available online on google. I just wanted to know more about him. But I've held back on how much I've seen. I've only told him about viewing his linked in, facebook account and therapy page. As well as seeing his old twitter account from 2013 (which later coincidentally vanished ). He didn't "tell me off" but we joked about what he'd posted about George Osborne.

But I've seen photos of him on his wifes facebook account doing ordinary things like reading with his baby, eating pizza. I've read his tripadvisor reviews. I've found his wife and brothers instagram accounts. I wanted to see what the rest of his house looked like as he works from home and I've only seen one room- I found pictures online before he bought it. I know his previous address and have seen how he decorated as there are still photos online. In the UK every company's records are freely available-so I've seen how much he's earned from his practice.

It makes me feel ashamed- but I will bring it up eventually as it feels obsessive but I just wanted to feel closer to him.