Hi T,

I was convinced ti go out again. I feel sad and alone and isolated. Everyone here can have fun without me, they ignore me, there’s no need for me to be here. To be beneath humans. It doesn’t matter whether I exist or not.

I don’t understand how those people here can walk around, joke, have fun together, have conversations. No matter how hard I try, I’m not part of it. I’ll never be. I’ll stay alone my whole life - excluded.