Ugh that ice cream is letting me know why I don't consume milk or ice cream. Rancid smells from both ends and seriously upset stomach.
The depression is as bad as it was. I really feel like crap. I don't think I'm resting enough. My workouts haven't had a full day's rest since Thanksgiving. I'm sleeping mostly ok, but not last night. I've got to figure this mess out. I can't live always needing someone when there's never anyone when I need them. I wonder if I'd be ok by myself, completely ok completely by myself. I'd have to cut all ties with everyone, including throwing my phone away. I almost like the sound of that.
And now, as I wrap up this, Niel Young and Crazy Horse's "This Town" comes on. I almost hate this song because of how it makes me feel. I say almost because I like music that's got emotional draw.