even when i quarter it... i kind of numb out...and to be honest... there are times that it seems like an easy escape from reality... and i completely understand how people (just about everyone in my life) get addicted... sometimes...tonight is one of them... that i wish i drank... and that scares me... i know i am making no sense at all...i took the lexapro for a year ... and it worked at first... then the axiety started to come back and i gained 10 lbs... so they switched me to wellbutrine... and it worked until they gave me the generic... i just want to be normal again... lynda