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Can I hold you?
Your post brought tears to my eyes ... I can't even tell you the amount of times in a day where i wish for that exact same thing.
To be held is to be comforted... and everyone needs that. no matter what age you are. And if its any consolation, I'm around your age (19), and don't think it's one bit silly or childish.
I'm sorry your especially hurting right now ...
Feel free to PM me if you'd ever like to talk, I hang out here my fair share.
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Jacq